There's more in this world than we see, We'll find what we need in our lives, I'll know who I'm not then I'll know who I am
Monday, February 28, 2011
Romantika
I have 12 siblings.
2 nephews, 5 nieces.
I'm not married...
but..
My parents....?
Dok honeymoon tak habis-habis!!! haish...
Last week they went to Bangkok.
Next week Umrah for 2weeks.
End of March, Japan.
End of April, Norway..
Mid May, Tasmania..
Anakanda?????????????????????? naaaaaaaaaakkkkk ikooooooooooootttttttttt!!!!!!
They said?
P sendiri pakai duit sendiri. Hangpa dah kerja... huuuu~ kejam!
Yang dok p honeymoon lagi tuh buat apa? hadoiiii..
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Kudaku..
Lari lari...
Kudaku lari....
*Sigh*
Sememang betul pun kuda daku sudah lari...
wuaaaarrrgghh!
Al-Kisahnya bermula apabila putera puteri Ayahanda nak support sikit untuk beli kuda pada tahun lalu..
Asalnya serabut nak kuda putih atau merah.. woha!
Keserabutan ditambahkan lagi apabila sesetengah jenis kuda tidak "charming" berwarna merah.. Jadinya pilihan adalah Si Putih.
Tapi memikirkan keadaan persekitaran, jikalau pilih Si Putih, sudah tentu acap kali perlu dimandikannya.
Jadinya pilihan adalah Si Merah yang berjenis..
Makanya, pilihan Si Merah adalah




Salah satu kuda ini hanya dapat ku kejar 3-4 tahun kemudian....
Kerana sekarang daku terpaksa menunggang lagi Si Kancil. ;) akibat kehilangan Sang Wira.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Royalty beauty..
Actually I've watched it last year October when Mama just got back from US.
But somehow or rather, this time it touched my heart again.
It's about royalty.
Royal to your God.
Royal to your religion.
Royal to your family.
Royal to your friends.
Royal to your love.
Royal to your work.
Royal to your country.
And most important thing is to be royal to yourself.
It's to Allah we face each every second in life, thanking Him for the breath and grace given.
"It is He Who shows you His Ayat(proof, evidences, verses, lessons, signs, revelation, etc) and sends down (rain with which grows) provision for you from the sky. And none remembers but those who turn (to Allah) in obedience and in repentance (by begging His Pardon and by worshiping and obeying Him Alone and none else). " (40:13)
It's to our parents we fall to, loving as much as they brought us up as what we are.
"And We have enjoined on man to be good and dutiful to his parents, but if they strive to make you join with Me (in worship) anything (as a partner) of which you have no knowledge, then obey them not. Unto Me is your return, and I shall tell you what you used to do" (29:08)
It's to our rest of family members, relatives, friends and community we hold on to, trust and protection for the joys, happiness, doomsters, sadness as well as problem.
"The weakest human being is whom cannot find a friend and cannot be friend of but the more weakest human being ever is whom futile/neglects the friendship/relationship that he already has"
(Saidina Ali)
It's to our love partner in life we bond to, always being there of the troublesome and toughness journey of life.
"It is He Who has created you from a single person(Adam), and (then) He has created from him his wife (Hawa), in order that he might enjoy the pleasure of living with her. We he had sexual relation with her, she became pregnant and she carried it about lightly. Then it became heavy, they both invoked Allah, their Lord saying: If You us a soleh child, we shall indeed be among the grateful" (07:189)
It's to our responsibility we earn the hardness of working, the beauty of life.
"From Aisyah, Rasulullah SAW gave his message, meaning: “Know it Allah love His follower who is when he is doing his work, he will do it successfully."
And the man can have nothing but what he does. (53:39)"
Therefore, I pray to Allah, the only God and the only one who know what His mankind wish for and to Him I bow to, to have a strong royalty in myself because of the people in my life, I would not want to lose each one of them. :)
Monday, January 31, 2011
Cemburu = Dengki..?
It's different.
You can envy.
But don't have to feel jealous.
Envy is cemburu
Jealousy is dengki
It's different.
When you envy with someone's success, it will motivate you to become a better person.
But when you jealous with someone's success, it will pull you down when you're happy to see that person ruins.
It's different.
When you envy with someone's happiness, it will motivate you to pray for that person long happiness and your happiness too.
But when you jealous with someone's happiness, it will make you more sad and heartache.
It's different.
When you envy with someone's life, it will motivate you to push your life harder.
But when you jealous with someone's life, it will destroy your own life instead.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Mountain smiled at me
As I went passing by
Deep in carpets of purple sage it stood
With a twinkle in its eye.
Serene, it surveyed a vast domain
Of meadows, spacious green, of crystal ponds
And waving fronds
Of lush grasses on the plain.
Then it gaily waved to the distant hills
And then waved back again
With cheery greetings in the golden sun
Fresh washed in the recent rain.
Then all around God's handiwork
As far as the eye could see
With voices strong sang a delightful song
Which was shared with me.
My grateful heart echoed back
As I journeyed on my way
"How good it is to be alive
And, oh! What a beautiful day!"
Post. Title.
Title.
No...
Not about writings.
But..
Names..
Power..
Credibility..
For these few years back, I always try to keep myself low.
But somehow or rather, people always nominate me..
I really have no idea what did they see in me?
Because on my observation, there are more people hate me rather than like me.
Well, I have no idea why they don't like me and I don't mind at all cause I cannot force people to like me since till now non has dare to face me to tell the reason why they don't like me.
* I wish someone can face me so that I can change to be somebody better*
But, since if they hate me, why nominate me?
So that I'll be burden and suffer on it?
Cannot be...
because they always know that I always give out the best and I always got the co-operation. heran!
Then what?? Arrrghhh!
Can't help it!
Haish..
I thought when I leave my uni life, I'll be nobody like everybody but a somebody.
But it doesn't happen.
At work, I'm given a trust to be a "Police Woman" and today...
today!!!!
I'm give a post as Vice-President by TP Girls School Alumni.
So now, I'm somebody like nobody but a everybody.
uh!
hate it!
Can't I just seat back and relax, have a good weekend with family and friends rather than busy with events? Erghh!
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
End 2010. Begin 2011
New experience of career, friendship, family, activities and life as well as closing of 2010 with love :)
Officially Graduated from UMP in Degree of Software Engineering.
Officially Kor Inspector of University Volunteer Police Force.
Officially employed at DHL IT Service, Cyberjaya.
Awarded as Nadi Negara.
Traveled here and there to few countries.
Jumped here and there to few hills and mount.
Crossed over here and there to the rivers and sea.
Great memorable birthday of 23.
Gallivanted here and there with awesome people, MPP, MediaLab, FSKKP, SUKSIS, 4B, Paksi, Karisma, Aspirasi, OGKL, KMK, Smart, SPA, Pejal's, SS 19 peeps and list goes on.
Lust here and there with scandals.
Love endlessly. :)
Mama's homecoming from USA. (Only for 2 years)
Bang here and there, car accident. TWICE! Sigh..
Wed here and there, friends are married..
2011..
Continuously breathing and amazingly live for a better day each seconds with love around for another great year of Rabbit (The Year I was born/1987 peeps) :)
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Aku insan yang alpa...
Mengheret sehingga ke hari ini…
Aku hanyut dengan cabaran duniawi,
Pelbagai kelalaian, keabaian tidak perihatin menyapa..
Pelbagai tomahan, fitnah dugaan menimpa..
Sibuk dengan urusan duniawi, sibuk dengan mencari kekayaan bumi
Sibuk dengan mencari erti kemewahan, tetapi aku lupa dengan Pencipta Ku…
Sibuk dengan mencari erti kegembiraan, tetapi daku lupa dengan Penghibur Ku...
Aku insan yang alpa, menerusuk ke dunia yang penuh keseronokan dunia,
kini aku sedari, perjuangan ini masih belum selesai..
masih banyak lagi tugas-tugas yang harus ku bebani
hutang-hutang ku harus ku bayar…
sedekah amal jariah yang harus ku terus sumbangkan…
bukan menambah dosa-dosa dibuai hawa nafsu serakah….
dewasa ini yang tertewas dengan hasutan syaitan….
kerana kealpaan pencipta Nya yang Menciptakannya…
Andai aku tiada didunia ini, ……….. teruskanlah perjuangan ini.. demi agama ini.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Things happen...
things that remind me of you when I want nothing more than to forget;
things that have gone wrong;
things that have gone right;
things that will never happen;
things that are your fault,
my fault,
the faults of no one;
these are things that we did not do and will not let go of
Friday, December 3, 2010
Seperti kalian
kalian..
kalian..
Bukan niat ku hendak menipu...
hati ini ikhlas...
daku tidak menidakkan apa yang kalian nyatakan..
semuanya hanya permainan kata-kata..
terserah pada kalian untuk pentafsirkannya.
cuma belum masanya dunia ini mengetahuinya...
Apa yang ingin dipastikan oleh kalian?
apa yang boleh membawa perbezaannya itu nanti..
Hidupku..
Adakah diri ini menjadi halangan kepada kalian?
Hidupku..
Adakah diri ini menjadi bahan yang tidak berguna kepada kalian?
Hidupku..
Adakah diri ini tidak layak untuk berbahagia seperti kalian?