FIGHT!!!

Hai there bloggie..

I just had a fight with my 2nd last sister, Ezz. Sigh! That no more little girl is such a brat! Stubborn and ego!

Arrrgh! Geram betul.

Sigh..sigh..

*relax* kalau tak jerawat naik lagi.. (huhu, balik umah ni je, tension betul, terus dah naik 3 buah gunung berapi. Nasib baik jenis yang macam kat Indonesia punya. Kalau dapat yang macam kat Jepun punya, wwwaaa susah la nak heal semula. huhu)

She got 3As and the rest are Bs for her SPM. What else to say? Let her down?

No.. I'm not that kind of sister. Whatever her result is, I'm still proud of her.
Well, I have no choice right?

Well, kakak said, sapu ja. Even ayah gave a green light to sapu all out. haha..

She ended up crying. Wekk peduli apa? degil bangat. uh!

Bambi miss his mum

Hai Bloggie..

I watched Bambi 2days ago. I've been watching it over and over again actually. But the last time I watched it, I really cried all out from my heart. huhu..

Bambi's mother passed away in the forest burning. Therefore his father took over of taking care of him.

Huhu..almost like mine.. I was put away from my mother when I was 12 years-old. I grew up more with my father. I love my father a lot. But still, I miss the hug and kiss from my mother. Now she is in USA. Mama!! I really miss you! =(

Permanent Damage

Bloggie..
My new bloggie. I have to make u private this time. Why? because I don't feel like sharing you to everyone. Because not everyone will understand me. You and you the only one.

Bloggie.

As you know, I think the damage is getting worst. The personallity and behavior are getting mix up now days. Poor thing heh? Sometimes, I think it's the right thing to do. But it's other wise. Dr. Muin added....with this letter if any lawyer who wants to press charge in court, no charges can be taken due to the medical condition.

So, what's next? I've be praying a lot you know. Am i? haha. Not sure actualy.

Yeah. The damage causes a behaviour problem. How many people understand? How many people can cope with it?

Arrgh! Don't want to think about it anymore. Hope everything will be fine. Please Allah, bless us and make us safe. Daa.

The Price of Iman

Several years ago an imaam moved to London. He often took the bus from
his home to the downtown area. Some weeks after he arrived, he had
occasion to ride the same bus. When he sat down, he discovered that the
driver had accidentally given him twenty pence too much change.As he
considered what to do, he thought to himself, you better give the twenty
pence back. It would be wrong to keep it. Then he thought, oh forget it,
it's only twenty pence. Who would worry about this little amount? Anyway,
the bus company already gets too much fare; they will never miss it.
Accept it as a gift from Almighty Allah and keep quite. When his stop
came, the Imaam paused momentarily at the door, then he handed the twenty
pence back to the driver and said " Here, you gave me too much change."

The driver with a smile replied " Aren't you the new Imaam in this
area? I have been thinking lately about going to worship at your mosque.
I just wanted to see what you would do if I gave you too much change."

When the Imaam stepped off the bus, his knees became weak and soft. He had
to grab the nearest light pole and held for support, and looked up to the
heavens and cried "Oh Allah, I almost sold Islam for twenty pence!"

Remember, we may never see the impact our actions have on people.

Sometimes we are the only knowledge of Quran someone will read, or the
only Islam a non-Muslim will see. What we need to provide, Insha Allah is
an example for others to see. Be careful and be honest everyday, because
you never know who is watching your actions and judging you as a Muslim.