Cemburu = Dengki..?

Nope.
It's different.
You can envy.
But don't have to feel jealous.
Envy is cemburu
Jealousy is dengki

It's different.
When you envy with someone's success, it will motivate you to become a better person.
But when you jealous with someone's success, it will pull you down when you're happy to see that person ruins.

It's different.
When you envy with someone's happiness, it will motivate you to pray for that person long happiness and your happiness too.
But when you jealous with someone's happiness, it will make you more sad and heartache.

It's different.
When you envy with someone's life, it will motivate you to push your life harder.
But when you jealous with someone's life, it will destroy your own life instead.

Mountain smiled at me

A mountain smiled at me
As I went passing by
Deep in carpets of purple sage it stood
With a twinkle in its eye.

Serene, it surveyed a vast domain
Of meadows, spacious green, of crystal ponds
And waving fronds
Of lush grasses on the plain.

Then it gaily waved to the distant hills
And then waved back again
With cheery greetings in the golden sun
Fresh washed in the recent rain.

Then all around God's handiwork
As far as the eye could see
With voices strong sang a delightful song
Which was shared with me.

My grateful heart echoed back
As I journeyed on my way
"How good it is to be alive
And, oh! What a beautiful day!"

Post. Title.

Post.
Title.

No...
Not about writings.


But..
Names..
Power..
Credibility..

For these few years back, I always try to keep myself low.
But somehow or rather, people always nominate me..

I really have no idea what did they see in me?
Because on my observation, there are more people hate me rather than like me.
Well, I have no idea why they don't like me and I don't mind at all cause I cannot force people to like me since till now non has dare to face me to tell the reason why they don't like me.
* I wish someone can face me so that I can change to be somebody better*

But, since if they hate me, why nominate me?
So that I'll be burden and suffer on it?
Cannot be...
because they always know that I always give out the best and I always got the co-operation. heran!

Then what?? Arrrghhh!
Can't help it!
Haish..

I thought when I leave my uni life, I'll be nobody like everybody but a somebody.
But it doesn't happen.
At work, I'm given a trust to be a "Police Woman" and today...
today!!!!
I'm give a post as Vice-President by TP Girls School Alumni.
So now, I'm somebody like nobody but a everybody.
uh!
hate it!

Can't I just seat back and relax, have a good weekend with family and friends rather than busy with events? Erghh!

End 2010. Begin 2011

2010 was another memorable wonderful year.

New experience of career, friendship, family, activities and life as well as closing of 2010 with love :)

Officially Graduated from UMP in Degree of Software Engineering.
Officially Kor Inspector of University Volunteer Police Force.
Officially employed at DHL IT Service, Cyberjaya.
Awarded as Nadi Negara.
Traveled here and there to few countries.
Jumped here and there to few hills and mount.
Crossed over here and there to the rivers and sea.
Great memorable birthday of 23.
Gallivanted here and there with awesome people, MPP, MediaLab, FSKKP, SUKSIS, 4B, Paksi, Karisma, Aspirasi, OGKL, KMK, Smart, SPA, Pejal's, SS 19 peeps and list goes on.
Lust here and there with scandals.
Love endlessly. :)
Mama's homecoming from USA. (Only for 2 years)
Bang here and there, car accident. TWICE! Sigh..
Wed here and there, friends are married..

2011..
Continuously breathing and amazingly live for a better day each seconds with love around for another great year of Rabbit (The Year I was born/1987 peeps) :)