Hate Good Bye

Good Bye..
Since when "BYE" is good?
Whenever that word is uttered, the feeling is always not good.
The atmosphere changed.
The emotion mixed up.
The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected

But
With "Bye" we will learn of other word "Miss"
With "Bye" we will learn of other word "Appreciate"
Why does it take a minute to say hello and forever to say goodbye?

Gone. flitted away,
Taken the stars from the night and the sun
From the day!
Adios! Au revoir! Farewell!
with tears in eyes and lump in throat
A new adventure starting,
Filled with sun, sea and sand

Between us there are many miles
But, separately, we can share our smiles
Although not physically there, it’s true
My heart has traveled to be with them
May all that’s good come our way

Farewell, my sister and brother, fare thee well.
The elements be kind to thee, and make
Thy spirits all of comfort: fare thee well.
~William Shakespeare

*Our family missing of my brother (China) and my sister(USA). I miss the moment when all of us are together. :(

Swap it away.. =)

Woot woot!
Kini bukan masa untuk bersedih..
Well, biarpun kami telah berpisah, kami tetap berkawan.. =)
Mungkin perpisahan itulah yang terbaik demi kebahagiaan dia dan cinta dia..
Malas nak gaduh. hehe

OK. Put that aside..
Woooshhh~!

Today my brother will be back from Shanghai.
Kak Liza already here 2 weeks ago arrived from Dubai and Brazil.
My parents tak jadi pergi Jepun since the nature disaster.
But they are planning to go to Norway soon.

Alhamdulillah now all my family members are completed and all are back in Malaysia again.
Home sweet home.
We had fun with the family gathering 2 weeks ago.
And since Abang Eysa will be arriving soon, we will have another big one again.
How can I be more happier with family members always there by my side.

Romantika

Ayah 71years old. Mama 60years old.

I have 12 siblings.
2 nephews, 5 nieces.

I'm not married...

but..

My parents....?

Dok honeymoon tak habis-habis!!! haish...

Last week they went to Bangkok.

Next week Umrah for 2weeks.

End of March, Japan.

End of April, Norway..

Mid May, Tasmania..

Anakanda?????????????????????? naaaaaaaaaakkkkk ikooooooooooootttttttttt!!!!!!

They said?

P sendiri pakai duit sendiri. Hangpa dah kerja... huuuu~ kejam!

Yang dok p honeymoon lagi tuh buat apa? hadoiiii..

Aku adalah tulang rusuk siapa?

10hb 10 2010.....

Hari jadi Ayahanda ke 70..

Adakah Allah Al-Mujib, Yang Maha Pengkabul , akan mengijap kabulkan daku bersama seorang lelaki yang akan hidup bersama daku hingga ke akhirat?

Namun, siapa?

Siapa tuan badan daku?

Sudahkah daku bersedia?

Bersedia untuk memikul tanggungjawab.
Bersedia untuk berkhidmat.
Bersedia untuk berjuang.
Bersedia untuk berkorban.

Kekasih lama?
Oh tidak sama sekali...
tidak mahu daku bergelumang di dalam dosa lagi..
sudah daku tekad taubat nasuha.

Kekasih gelap?
Oh tidak daku tahu sama sekali..
Adakah kami akan dijodohkan?

Kekasih hati?
Oh Tidak berani untuk daku meluahkannya..

Siapakah orangnya?
Siapakah yang akan menerima daku?
Siapakah yang akan membimbing daku?
Siapakah yang akan memahami daku?
Siapakah yang akan menjaga daku?
Siapakah yang akan membahagiakan daku?
Siapakah yang akan hidup senang bersama daku?
Siapakah yang akan memberi jaminan syurga padadaku?

Siapakah orangnya?
Siapakah yang akan daku terima?
Siapakah yang akan daku dijadikan teman berbual?
Siapakah yang akan daku memahami?
Siapakah yang akan daku bahagiakan?
Siapakah yang akan daku menjadi tulang belakangnya?
Siapakah yang akan daku uruskan hidupnya?

Oh Allah Al-Wajid, Yang Maha Penemu, jodoh daku terletak di tanganMu. Namun, Kau makbulkanlah doa Ayahanda dan doaku untuk di ijab kabul kan di hari lahir nya yang ke 70. Temukanlah jodoh daku secepat mungkin agar hati ini tidak lagi gundah gelana memikirkan ketentuanMu yang tidak dapat dijangka. Hanya padaMu Allah Ak-Muqtadir daku memohon.

Mak Su's voice..

Owh dear...

I really miss Mak su... a lot.

She is like a blond girl in the family.

Well, I am not going to say that she IS a blond girl, thou that was what K.Eisha said.

duh~! because she is not blond..

but she is akin to the blond attitude and personality. haha..

the way she thinks, she walks, she rolls her eyes whenever she doesn't like when we talk to her.

That's the way she is simply because she is the youngest and always be alone at home.

Poor and pity Mak Su.

How I wish I can stay at home, help her in her studies, company her whenever she needs someone to talk to.

Well, because of the distance of our age and also that has happened back then, we have a gap.

I don't say that we are not getting along. But we haven't understand each other yet.

Today, Mak Su called me. We talked about 15minutes.

About home, family, schools and ME..

she asked, how did I do..

Why am I in Melaka? Why not Pahang?

Why they didn't do it in Pahang.

How are my friends and etc..

Truly, she sounds really lonely.

Mak Su told me that she is going to give me a avisit in Melaka this Sunday.

Yay! I can hear the excitement in her voice.

She is really looking forward to visit me.

So do I..

Therefore I went out just now with my friends.

I bought a book for Mak Su, Jinx by Meg Cabot.

Hope Mak Su will like it..

Mak Su..

She has gone through a lot of obstancle in her life though she is a just a little girl..

Mak Su..

My youngest little sister.

Why do we call her Mak Su?

because she is only 14 and she already has 2 nephews and 5 nieces and there is one of our nephews which we call him Sin Chan, always want MAK SHU~..

FIGHT!!!

Hai there bloggie..

I just had a fight with my 2nd last sister, Ezz. Sigh! That no more little girl is such a brat! Stubborn and ego!

Arrrgh! Geram betul.

Sigh..sigh..

*relax* kalau tak jerawat naik lagi.. (huhu, balik umah ni je, tension betul, terus dah naik 3 buah gunung berapi. Nasib baik jenis yang macam kat Indonesia punya. Kalau dapat yang macam kat Jepun punya, wwwaaa susah la nak heal semula. huhu)

She got 3As and the rest are Bs for her SPM. What else to say? Let her down?

No.. I'm not that kind of sister. Whatever her result is, I'm still proud of her.
Well, I have no choice right?

Well, kakak said, sapu ja. Even ayah gave a green light to sapu all out. haha..

She ended up crying. Wekk peduli apa? degil bangat. uh!

Bambi miss his mum

Hai Bloggie..

I watched Bambi 2days ago. I've been watching it over and over again actually. But the last time I watched it, I really cried all out from my heart. huhu..

Bambi's mother passed away in the forest burning. Therefore his father took over of taking care of him.

Huhu..almost like mine.. I was put away from my mother when I was 12 years-old. I grew up more with my father. I love my father a lot. But still, I miss the hug and kiss from my mother. Now she is in USA. Mama!! I really miss you! =(